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12月26日

Gush-Meet

Saturday 16th of December was my very first Gush-Meet, held at Lake Weeroona.

A short summary of the day involves myself, Joanna, Squid, Godiswatching, 5levelsofdata, Cozmos, BelovedGirl and FireBird meeting up at Lake Weeroona for a BBQ lunch.

Once everyone finally arrived we spent time eating and bumming around and going on Gush on Cozmos' phone. Finally Squid had to go to some pool thing so we dropped him off and climbed the tower in the park. We watched this lady run up and down the tower over and over... she had so much energy!

After the tower visit we ended up doing some quick shopping so some of the guys could buy some clothing to go swimming in. We did that and then Belovedgirl and myself dropped Joanna at home whilst the others continued to the caravan park, where we joined them shortly after. After setting up the marquee between the caravans we went to the parks pool where 5levels, Godiswatching and Cozmos had a dip and some of us (ie: me) managed to get our bottom half soaked without actually getting in the water (and it was discovered I have very ticklish feet)

We then headed off to KFC for dinner. From this point Belovedgirl went home and the rest of us (by now there were 4) went back to the caravan park. We watched Hitch, with subtitles, the speakers were too quiet. in a way this was good, as some of us spoke throughout the whole movie. I then went home just after 12 when my sister picked me up.

In all, was a GREAT day, was good to meet Belovedgirl, Cozmos, 5level and Godiswatching. Was also good to get out of the house and socialise which is something I hadn't done since school finished.

On a final note: ducks go quack, marquees are red, you can fit a person in a marquee bag, and Cozmos is part seal, part dolphin.

Anyway, so concludes an extremely short version of my first Gush meet. There was more but meh

VG

Start of December was VG. Was a good weekend being able to catch up with everyone who I haven't seen for ages, form better friendships with others, that kind of stuff... the usual really.
 
Was weird being a rover, I had to be careful how I acted around the venturers (well, was really only one) and I was there to work. However, BTRC ended up running the jelly wrestling... which was held at the same time I had the twirling workshop, so I couldn't help out :( darn, what a pity, lol. However, I spent most of the weekend at the Frat Tent with Alpha Theta Rovers "helping out" lol. Although Saturday night disco I actually dia have to work. Rach got a call over the radio to grab a few rovers/leaders and go to the disco tent to remove anyone wearing thongs or other inappropriate footwear as someone had gotten a nail through the foot or something. That was probably the most work I did all weekend.
 
However, there was some major down points this year, one too many injuries and a devastating occurance. VG won't ever be the same as it will be a reminder to many. Sorry I couldn't be there for you guys after VG, I wanted to be in melbourne with you guys, not to say or do anything, just to be there for you all.

my 18th

I know I was 18 long ago (23 October) but I'm yet to blog about it... so here it goes.
Yep, I turned 18, was on a Monday, I finished school the Friday before, which was disappointing, meant I couldn't see my friends, also meant it wouldn't be as fun to remember who remembered and who didn't.
 
Didn't have an 18th, I went out for lunch with my sister and then went to work. Had my first legal drink which I shared with my sister (as I wasn't meant to be drinking before work) however, what we chose wasn't that great so I don't think we actually finished it.... I know I didn't anyway.
 
Came home from work, had dinner with the family, went to bed.
 
Wasn't too bad of a day I guess.
9月3日

Youth Alive 06

Youth Alive was last night, and I am going to give an extremely short version of it!
Got there late, missed Best Before and Standing Tall. Heard Simeon, saw Fido (went nuts with them, lol). Bagged out Jesse, told Dean he isn't moving to england. Went and tried to speak to Standing Tall but just as I caught them they were about to go backstage to dump off some gear, so missed them :( Got Alex and Jesse from Fido's autographs, and Simeon.
Reggie Dabbs and some guy called Preston, both were awesome as.
There were a few dance groups, which were okay for hip-hop.
Met two guys called Jackson and Ben who are great! Spent the few hours chatting to them, which is cool. They're in a band and are thinking of coming to Bendigo, yay!!
Bought a Best Before and a Fido badge, a Fido shirt and the Fido DVD... wanted to buy more, but ran out of money, lol.
I met one person from Gush, and quite a few of the Fido Forumers, and the famous Hannah! which was rad as, considering I've stood next to her at a Fido gig before and didn't know it.
Fido wore tennis outfits and old school tennis shorts (except for Alex) oh, and I bagged out Jesse
 
But yeah, thats a REALLY short version, if you want to know more, just ask and I will answer questions
 

Who I Am Hates Who I've Been

I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
And who I am will take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I've been
'cause who I've been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
 
 
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8月27日

Ha!

ha ha ha... well, what can I say... it happened again! What luck, what joy!! When didn't I go with my gut instincts? Why haven't I learnt? I should have known better, I DO know better... but why don't my actions follow what I know? Why do I build up this thing called hope, when I know it will never happen? Why am I one of the boys? What am I meant to do, change and became a skank like everyone else, to prove I'm not one of the fella's? I don't understand.
8月22日

Updates

Well, I know I haven't posted for a little while, so what's been going on?
 
Not much really, been bowhunting and to the uni open day, had a few 18th and what not.
 
Went to Melbourne with choir for the state finals of the ABC choir comps, which we won.. YAY US!! Unfortunatly we didn't go on to nationals coz only 3 choirs progressed and there's like 5 or 6 state finalists. But it was cool that we won states, especially being against Australian Boys Choir and a private girls school choir from Melbourne.
 
Anyway, not much else to say from my side, so I'm off
-Hanz
7月25日

How will you die?

You scored as Suicide.



Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.

Suicide

87%

Drowning

80%

Posion

67%

Bomb

60%

Suffocated

53%

Eaten

47%

Stabbed

47%

Disease

47%

Natural Causes

40%

Accident

33%

Gunshot

33%

Disappear

20%

Cut Throat

20%
http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=8960
7月3日

Snow Venture

Well, what an interesting week.
Had snow venture the second week of the holidays, so it was great catching up with everyone I met last year.
Not much to report, other than we had crap weather (it was too sunny!), I somehow stuffed my little toe so couldnt do any of the tours (couldnt get my boots on!), and one of the guys in my unit injured himself.
If you're reading this, yes I worried.. a lot. I wanted to come and see you but as much as I tried I couldn't and then decided to give you some space.
I had a few pranks pulled on me this year including rice bubbles in my pillow, some of my gear being glad wrapped to a pole (but it happened to everyone), and spoons being in the bell and both flags but I avoided those and didn't get hit.
The ski out was eventful with rain and strong head-on winds, so by the end we were wet, cold and buggered... was a great opportunity though, definatly added to the experience.
I love the chalet and the feel of the area, hoping to do a week 2 snow week next year as a rover, apparently week 2's are laid back and easy going... unlike week 9 who go hard at it and do really long day tours all day, come back, party hard and do the same thing again the next day.
Thanks to everyone who made the week worthwhile and when I can steal some photos I will add them to my album
6月22日

Secrets and unusual (yet useless) info

80 things you might not know about me.
************************************

1. What is your middle name?
Jayne

2. How big is your bed?
Single

3. What are you listening to right now?
Australian Of The Year- Scared Weird Little Guys (the live CD)

4. What are the last 4 digits in your cellphone number?
5330

5. What was the last thing you ate?
left over spag bol

6. Last person you hugged?
Nadia when I was leaving Nikki's party (i think)

7. How is the weather right now?
dark and cold and either raining or trying to rain (shock horror!!)

8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Dad, had to get him to pick me up from work (i wasnt meant to be there!!)

9. The first things you notice about the opposite sex?
not sure.. I kinda notice a few things at once

10. Mom's middle name?
Anne

11. Do you want children?
Only if I meet the right person

12. Do you get high?
not on drugs, just off energy and stuff (im a good girl)

13. Ever get so drunk you don't remember the entire night?
no.. requires drinking excessive amounts

14. Hair color?
light to medium brown, but I want to dye it darker colours

15. Eye color?
blue most of the time (yeah, it changes sometimes)

16. Do you wear eye contacts?
nope

17. Favorite holiday?
Easter coz I go to Hoadley? nah, I dunno

18. Favorite season?
Dont have one

19. Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
yes... did it recently actually.

20. Last movie watched?
Not sure, maybe the original of The Crow (love that movie!!)

29. What books are you reading?
Something Small, The Story of Mittagundi by Ian Stapleton, but Ive only read a few pages

30. Piercings?
2 in each ear, but I want more one day, but most of them have health issues associated with them

31.Favorite Movie?
Don't really have one, but I love A Walk To Remember and The Crow

32. Favorite college football team?
silly American questions

33. What were you doing before filling this out?
chatting to Ben

34. Have a pet?
no...but one day I will have either a mouse or python (not in the same habitat though)

35. AIM?
yes, but don't use it

36. Favorite Animal?
don't really have one, there's so many amazing animals out there, each with their own beauties and rights

38. Favorite Flower?
don't have one

40. Have you ever loved someone?
not sure, I'm yet to decide on my own definition of love

41. Who would you like to see right now?
Justin, Ben and a few other friends

43. Have you ever fired a gun?
no

44. Do you like to travel by plane?
yes, it can take you to some amazing places to see some amazing sights and beautiful people

45. Right-handed or Left-handed?
righty

46. If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
back to Saturday night at Nikki's? nah, I dunno

48. Are you missing someone?
all the time, I miss my friends more than they will ever know (or be told)

49. Do you have a tattoo?
no, would like one, but I change my mind too much and they are so permanent. I would like to investigate more into this Henna stuff though

50. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
no, don't watch much TV

51. Are you hiding something from someone your with?
that requires being with someone

52. Are you over 18?
not yet... soon!!

53. What is the wallpaper on your computer screen?
Rich "The Duke" Ward, guitar legend, from Fozzy and Stuck Mojo

54. Did you get enough sleep last night?
no, I could have done with so much more, I don't actually know what time I got to bed after I calmed down from seeing Scared Weird Little Guys

55. What did you think about this morning when you got up?
I don't wanna get up, BAH! gotta pack for Snow Venture

56. What do you have handy at your bedside?
JUNK! a book, phone charger, dvd player and a few other things

57. Grilled or fried?
depends on the food

59. What makes you unique?
me? unique? yeah, just like everyone else on this planet

60. Are you afraid of the dark?
no

61. Favorite place to hangout?
anywhere that there's people I can be myself around and have fun with

62. 6 things you can't live without?
sleep
food
water
friends

63. First thing you would buy if given 10 thousand dollars?
I really don't know... but I'd talk to someone about how to use it

64. Favorite song?
BAH! soo many!! I don't have one, can't choose..

65. What are you afraid of?
not sure.. but fire freaks me out sometimes

66. Are you a giver or a taker?
hopefully, a bit of both

67. What are your nicknames?
Han, Hanz

69. Do you have any brothers or sisters?
one of each and soon a sister in law

70. Stuck on a deserted island and could only bring one thing?
a really good plane I could fly so I could get home
or a genie with unlimited wishes
or the HoP message board chatters

71. Favorite TV commercial?
don't have one

72. Name one regret.
not taking certain risks I should have, and doing things I shouldn't have

73. First thing you'd save in a fire?
photos

74. Favorite color?
black.. shh, the fact it's a shade doesn't matter

75. What are things you always bring with you?
mobile and water

76. What did you want to be when you were a kid?
teacher i think, and then something with computers..

77. What do you usually do when you're alone?
use computer or go outside and spin my poi (don't like doing that around people)

78. What is the color of your bed sheet?
all different colours

79. Who do you want to meet?
I wish I could have met Baden Powell. now I want to meet Michael Hickenbottom (shawn michaels) and see who he really is

80. What do you think about before you go to bed?
the day, what I have to do tomorrow and stuff like that

YOUR TURN NOW
6月21日

Scared Weird Little Guys

Saw the Scared Weird Little Guys at the Capital Theatre tonight, was awesome as!!
Some of the songs they performed included Cleanin out my tuckerbag, Whistle Pops (yes, they used those lollies), Bawdy Song (christmas day), Deadly Animals, Eyes of the Spider, I've been everywhere, New Zealand, The phone book song, and a few others.
Am proud to say that... Bendigo stumped the Scardies!!! Rusty couldn't remember the words to Neighbours!
Rusty is good with a lasoo. Eaglehawk is now Krestrel-Falcon. And they like to bag Goornong. They also tell heaps of jokes.
One of them included asking us for a local mountain, which ended up being Macedon. and they were going on about asking this guy for a lift to Mount Macedon, they were worried when they headed south, which is the opposite way to Mt. Macedon, then the driver says it's been a week since he's mounted his wife Macedon (or something like that).
Oh, and they do a stunt where both of them play John's guitar! that was cool. and Rusty can play the Banjo!! he's good!!!
Yeah, not much else to say except I knew half of the songs they sung, and was able to predict jokes and knew when they changed lyrics... was kinda sad, lol
Anyway, that's my night with the Scardies!!

Always knew Canada had issues

Was just talking to a guy I know who has just gotten back from Canada about a few place names over there, and about him getting consfused with Australia and Canada.
Canada has a town called Victoria, we have a state by the same name. Canada has Delbourne, we have Melbourne.
Then we got onto weird names, like Regina (interesting pronunciation), Salmon Arm (sorry Justin, but salmon don't have arms), Moosejaw. And then I had to think about the worms... no, not those weird bug type things, but The Arrogant Worms, a great band, quite patriotic too (but they're Canadian)
 
A Night On Dildo
Oh Newfoundland, oh Newfoundland
An island in the sea
I love you oh so very much
I'd join the ministry

To show the people ‘round the rock
When tourist season's here
Although in my opinion
It's a gem throughout the year

Well if you're one for swimmin'
Don't think it's out of reach
You can go and take a dip along Grosse Water Beach
I know the name's misleadin'
That's quite a problem here
Instead let's go to Goobie's and have ourselves a beer

Chorus:
From Woody's Point to Come-by-Chance to good old Fairyland
Come take a look at Gander, Blackhead's mighty grand
Don't let their names deceive you
Newfoundland's mighty fine
So spend a night in Dildo if you think you've got the time

Well you can go to Blow-Me-Down
Before it gets too dark
Oh sorry ma'am, I should've said
That's our provincial park

There's also Whippet Harbor
Or maybe Butterpot
Or maybe I'll just hit the pub,
I'm feeling like a shot.

Well you can sail at Quidi Vidi
And look at Joe Batt's Arm
There's Placentia and there's Cow Head (moo)
They're so full of charm!

Get married down in Kilbride
Have a party in Hate Bay
Or have some screech in Fogo and forget about the day

Chorus

Drinking Verse:
-raa ra ra . .etc.

Chorus

So spend a night in Dildo if you think you've got the time (x3)

COD!
6月19日

Work Sucks

Just finished work, usually it's not bad, I've learnt to deal with cleaning for 4 hours a week.
Recently I went to 6 hours a week as 4 were meant to be normal cleaning and 2 were meant to be cleaning of the carwash.
Well, found out tonight that things have changed again, I've been cut back to 2 hours a week. It's not worth it, a measly 2 hours.
Not to mention a little while ago (first day our manager started work) I told her Im unavailable for just over a week as I have Snow Venture... well, I'm meant to be working on Friday and Sunday and Monday, which is when I'm supposed to be at Falls Creek.. I TOLD HER THIS!
Going in to see her tomorrow to find out what the hell's going on, I'm not happy, haven't been since she started. Going to fix up my resume and apply for work at a few places, but no one wants to employ someone who is busy Wednesday, Thursday and Friday nights, the odd weekend here and there and the odd 4 days (although only one of those left).
Anyway, enough ranting from me

Conforming

I've been thinking lately, I've always said I won't have a MySpace account as that is conforming. But I was browsing through there today and realised how many of my friends have a MySpace account.
Besides, it's not like anyone actually reads this anymore.
But then, MySpace is full of emo's! and I can avoid the emo's on here. MySpace is conforming, but then, so is MSNSpaces, but no one asks if you have an MSNSpace, but everyone asks about MySpace.
I don't know if I will change or not, might give it a go if I stop getting replies on here (and my Livejournal is crappy, can't put photos on that)
6月18日

Love and Friendship.

Last night was Nikki's 18th, great night, but made better by the fact I learnt how to be a better friend.
 
Ever connected to someone, had so much in common with them, but only known them for 2 hours? Happened to me last night. However, he liked a friend and she liked him back (I was nothing but a friend).
He wasn't going to be with her as he didn't want to destroy a friendship. It wouldn't. I took a step back for her to be happy, as she deserves someone great, as does he... they deserved each other.
Sometimes in friendships you need to take a step back from something you want to allow the other people in your lives happiness. Sometimes you need to be hurt to make things right for others. Friendship can be about pain and hurt, but when you see the smiles on anothers face, everything is made worthwhile, everything is good. Life moves on, something is around the corner. When you do step back in a situation like this, it can make friendships stronger, I hope this is one of those cases.
Sometimes the heart and the brain argue, in friendship sometimes you need to listen to your head, the one that will give the best advice about the overall picture. What's best for all. Don't forget to rely on friends for support, talk to them about what's going on.. sometimes even when they are wasted, they offer good advice.
Out of this, I think I may have made the friendship between Nadia and myself stronger, and I think (more, I hope) I have created a friendship with Ben.
Nadia, I love you to bits, I don't want anything to come between us, especially something this silly.
5月21日

What an interesting few days

Haven't been upto much recently, had a chat in the Fozzy Chat friday morning before school with Chris Jericho and Sean Delson, both from Fozzy! It was awesome. lol.
 
Friday night had unit elections, we now only have a Chair, Secretary and Treasurer, you know it's bad when you have to drop 2 positions from the exec.
 
Then Saturday my brother and his girlfriend came over and told us to read the newspaper... in it was an engagement notice... he'd proposed to her when they were in QLD!!! Thats awesome, Dee rocks, glad she's the one.
 
Got an email yesterday, I've won myself a Sounds Like Chicken patch, forgot I'd even entered the competition. I didn't win, or else I'd be the winner of their CD, but runner up is still cool.
 
Then this morning I had a Psychology Revision lecture, and Aim High, where we learnt about improving memory, avoiding procrastination, etc. I learnt I can't juggle!
 
Other than that I haven't been upto much, just argueing about homosexuality on Gush, hence the current personal message of "If sexuality doesn't define a person, should it even matter?"
 
Anyway, so thats the current update from myself
5月12日

Welcome To The Jungle

Welcome to the jungle
We got fun 'n' games
We got everything you want
Honey we know the names
We are the people that can find
Whatever you may need
If you got the money honey
We got your disease


Chorus:


In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your shun n,n,n,n,,n,n,,n,n,n,,n,n,,n knees, knees
I wanna watch you bleed


Welcome to the jungle
We take it day by day
If you want it you're gonna bleed
But it's the price you pay
And you're a very sexy girl
That's very hard to please
You can taste the bright lights
But you won't get them for free
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Feel my, my, my serpentine
I, I wanna hear you scream


Welcome to the jungle
It gets worse here everyday
Ya learn ta live like an animal
In the jungle where we play
If you got a hunger for what you see
You'll take it eventually
You can have anything you want
But you better not take it from me


Chorus


And when you're high you never
Ever want to come down, so down, so down, so down YEAH!


You know where you are
You're in the jungle baby
You're gonna die
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your shu n,n,n,,n,n,,n,n,n,,n,n,,n,n,,n knees, knees
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Feel my, my, my serpentine
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your shun n,n,n,n,,n,n,,n,n,,n,n,,n.n, knees, knees
In the jungle
Welcome to the jungle
Watch it bring you to your
It's gonna bring you down!
Ha!
 
 
Thought this was the best way to annouce... I have added a few photos from Hoadley Hide, at this stage only the ones I took off of the CD from HH. Not all of them, only ones I wanted. Now, if I can just sleep to that song, instead of being woken up by it, all will be good. lol.
4月26日

Praise Delord

In Delord we trust
In Him we must believe
(He is the only way)
In Delord we trust
His Son we must receive
4月18日

Can't I go back?

Hoadley Hide 2006 "Jungle Lost" has been and gone! The hiking wasn't too bad when I wasn't aching, stunts were pretty good, but the VOCs were awesome as! huge thanks to auscam, you guys rock! Was great to be able to meet new people (damo, you rock my jocks! lol... hmm, wonder what happened to the guy with the green jocks), meet up with people I met last year (yes, I believe Stoner Chick has stuck... thanks Knox), and just that kinda thing. Didn't have a fave stunt, but we were remembered by Allindara who were running a stunt. I learnt some new poi moves (thanks Damo!) and hurt myself doing what is apparently called contortion (stupid back). All in all, it was a great weekend, and wish I could go back NOW! Will try to go next year as a rover (unless I am elsewhere) but what kind of a theme is Bluesea Island??? I dont know.. but we will see.
Anyway... love you all!
-Hanz
(aka, Stoner Chick)
4月4日

Song Thingy

Stole this from Anna
Step 1: Get your play list together, put it on random, and play.
Step 2: Pick your favourite lines from the first 25 songs that play
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from (please don't google; that's no fun)
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
'Cus this is MSN I'll just change the colours from black (unknown) to blue (known), Ok.
 
1. You make the sound of laughter And sharpened nails seem softer
2. Hold on to the lead with all your will and concede. You'll find there's life with victory on high
3. I stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason, I just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life
4. No girl should feel she has to trade, her body for love or be an old maid
5. Nitro junkie, paint me dead, and I see red
6. Tragedy awakening heart is breaking, no more
7. For all my redemption I've the best intentions, but it's always ending up in a fight.
8. I'm a person just like you, but I've got better things to do
9. I'm the trouble starter, punkin'  instigator. I'm the fear addicted, danger illustrated.
10. Summer has come and passed, the innocent can never last
11. Watch the clock ticking in the hall, waiting for you to call.
12. By the time you hear the siren It's already too late One goes to the morgue and the other to jail
13. Forever flying she partakes, and soars to greater heights, her life in harmony arrived
14. I can see inside you, the sickness is rising, don't try to deny what you feel
15. I won't miss you (cuz I'll lie to myself, every single time to make it all feel fine)
16. There's one million billion planets spinning out in space, gallaxies and gallaxies he put them all in place
17. The quaterback asked me if I'd like a beating. I said, "that's one thing I won't be needing."
18. Regardless of its impact, it's a song we'll keep performing, 'cause it took us fourteen far-king weeks to learn
19. You always were my angel, flying high above. Always looking out for me, an angel that I love (don't have to say the artist, name of the song and maybe how I know it would be good enough)
20. And I had a feeling I belonged, and I had a feeling I could be someone, be someone, be someone.
21. Love remained a drug that's the high and not the pill
22. No need for greed or hunger, a brother hood of man
23. I've got it all, but I feel so deprived, I go up I come down and I'm emptier inside
24. Making out in the middle of the pit How come Slayer doesnt sing about this
25. Like men I'll fight, for everything that I believe, you cannot hide, your karma's on delivery